Okay, fine. After all my rantings about church, I decided to find one that I would want to go to. I want to go to a non-denominational one. I’m sick of proclaiming, I’m a baptist, evangelist, anglican and what not and what not. I just want to say, I’m Christian.
Although I do not attend church, I cannot deny that I believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour who was sent to die on the cross for my sins. And yes, I haven’t really been willing to listen to what God has to say to me through the bible, it doesn’t stop me from believing. Naive faith? I guess you can call it that. But your logical arguments against Christ won’t stop me from believing. THAT’S just the way I am. You can have your point of view and I can have mine, just don’t believe I’ll convert for anything.
Yes, I’ll put that out there. No fibre in my being can deny it. But I won’t go to say that all other religions are wrong. why? because in every religion, be it “distorted” from mine or not, they generally have roots of wanting to seek GOD. as such, isn’t this search valiant in some way? As a true Christian, shouldn’t you be able to see GOD everywhere? Couldn’t you see God even if it wasn’t in your religion? I actually really hate that word religion. It means almost nothing to me. Religion to me almost means brain washing….so really, I don’t want it.
When did going to church mean that you fit it into your schedule? I was always raised on the belief that church should be the thing you worked around. For instance, people used to travel to the synagogues from miles and miles away because that was their “local” church. And sadly, I have become one of those people who want to fit church into my schedule instead of the other way around. I want it to be relatively close. I want it to fit into the time before I go to work. Sadly, it isn’t as easy as this. ergs…
When did listening to the message of Christ become so difficult? am I just making it harder for myself? I probably am.
At this moment, I’m just sick and tired of having people tell me that so and so church is a good church because of so and so reason- all reasons which have NOTHING to do with the actual message of Christ itself. And here’s why I’m a skeptic. Even if someone told me that the sermons were great, I’d think they were being brain-washed. so…isn’t this a no win situation? Am I being to philosophical about all this?
mmmmmm…..completely annoyed…
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