January 18, 2013

  • ...keeping a reference...

    How do people keep their references. I've always been at a loss for this. As I'm reapplying /back in the process of finding a new job,  I have questions. I've never really been able to maintain a relationship with any of the people who've said they'd be my reference. Mmmmm. I feel so lost. It's like I've kinda lost who I am because I don't know what job I want. The next job I'm applying for will be a desk job. No more serving kids and finding shoes. I'm totally aick of being sick too. I know I complain a lot,  but I have been sick since september. If it's not this it's that. My immune system sucks. I should start working out more. I don't know where to start that either. I kind of want to build an exercise routine at my pace. Oh. I got a shake weight for Christmas.  Yes,  it does look ubber stupid,  but my arms are actually toning. They're not as slim as they were in hs,  but who stays that size forever?  I'm tempted to buy an elliptical.... but meh. Maybe the next place I move to will have a gym on site. 

    I'm trying to look for a job in Toronto.  I want to be able to live in the condo my parents bought for me. Man,  I really do have an easy love atm. Things will change when I get more of a career focus though I'm sure. 

    Even though I feel tormented by the unknown, I still actually feel quite blessed. My life doesn't have too many ups and downs. And when there are down times I've been trained with how to deal with the emotions in a healthy way. My expensive eduvation at least taught me that. Hahaha

     I need to stop working ao much....