April 9, 2012

• ...It all went extremely wrong...

  I've written this entry over and over.  I wrote, then deleted.  I wrote and then I deleted.  I've done it 5 times already.  But that's all I really have to say- it ALL went extremely WRONG!  What was supposed to be great day to make up for the dismal end to last night turned out to be a miserable one.  It's actually WAY worst than miserable.  bad, miserable days I can handle.  BUT a day like this?  Miserable, horrible, horrendous all these descriptors don't even come close to how this day feels for me.  I want him to talk to me.  But at the same time, I don't think i'd be up to talking to him.  I have no words for him atm.  anyways, I'm just gonna go lie down, hug a pillow and cry myself to sleep.  See you all with in the far brighter tomorrow later!

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