December 25, 2012

  • Merry Christmas

    and good cheer to all!  hehehe.  

    So what does this day mean to you?  

    for me it's part consumeristic and religious.  i mean, LOTS of my friends who aren't Christians still celebrate it.  

    I mean I've never really "celebrated" christmas growing up.  though celebration was going to family and friend's place.  for us, Christmas shopping was buying clothes and other essentials we needed.  We'd blow through 200 dollars in one day buy LOTS and LOTS of clothes, shoes and stuff.  It was always really fun.

    Now that we've grown up, my family never celebrates with us.  Church and other churchy responsibilities come first.  My sister and I come second to their activities.  It doesn't matter whether or not it's for Christmas or anything else, we come first in their minds, but second in actuality (through their actions).

    But this isn't to say we don't have ourselves (my sister and myself) to blame either.  She's married, so it's harder working out when to spend time with us.  And I have spent Christmas morning 3 years in a row at the bf's place.  As I said, it's not like My parents really put us on a backburner, we've put them on the backburner it's okay.  we'll figure something out.

    muhahaha

    anyways, the bf's at church...and i still refused to go on christmas morn...wow....i suck.  but meh.  

    Merry Christmas and good cheer to all!!! hahahaha.  have a very merry christmas....and a season filled with joy....hehehehe