August 21, 2012

• ...exercise...

  I've been truly a lazy ass this past week.  I ate a little healthier and actually exercised everyday on my week of vacation.  

  Since I've moved, I have been sitting on my ass.  ergs.

  I wonder why it is that I don't like going outside for a run.  I think I should try to find a running buddy who is also trying to pick up running.  It's just simply not fun to start running when you're the person panting after a few 100 meters.  hahahaha.  

  I'll work at eating better though.  Since I've been home and have had no groceries to cook, I've been eating everything from a can and package.  ewwwwww on the sodium content for sure!

  My goal isn't to lose weight.  Losing weight is only a side-effect of exercising on a daily basis.  I'm gonna try to do a few different things every so often.  

  I've contemplated doing insanity.  However, I'm tooo intimidated by those kinds of exercise routines.  I don't like to feel pain after 10 minutes.  I'm not the person who wants to see instant results, I want to feel happy and enjoy what I do.  For me, insanity just seems too painful.  I tried it for about a week and almost died, metaphorically.  I want to exercise and then actually feel reenergized, I don't want to feel as if my arms, legs, and the rest of my body aren't mine anymore.  

  So, it's just about finding what works for me.  something that motivates me to keep going, but also something interesting enough that I won't be bored.  hehehe

  On a totally unrelated note, in the past few days, I can't help thinking how lucky and fortunate to be with the person I'm with.  It's been 5 years+ and I still day dream about his hugs and kisses.  heheheh ....  I just thought I'd put it out there.  

   

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