July 15, 2012

  • ...french toast...

    I realized that i haven't made french toast in a while.  I was going to go make them, but then i realized that it is hostile territory in my bf's place.  EVERYTHING is marked.  There isn't anything that i can make without intruding on what is property of someone else.  

    Personally, I find this kind of style rude.  You are not housemates, you are a family.  Marking EVERYTHING in the fridge is basically saying nothing can be trusted.  I can understand how you mark a few things, but to mark everything?  if that's the case, move the hell out.  if you treat your family like housemates, then we are nothing but housemates and strangers.  you are treating your house as nothing BUT a hotel.  seriously?  wtf?  i am not passing judgement, but if i ever start a family, this is NOT how I want my family to look.  

    seriously.  geez

    as much as I want to love my bf's family, sometimes I feel that it is hard.  There are good traits in each and every single person, but that's just it.  They are ALL individuals, not a family unit.  Yes, my family is dysfunctional, but when you look at us, we are family, not individuals who don't care for each other.  Or perhaps, the amount of caring is just soooo different than the way i was raised up.  

    We don't mark things in our fridge.  It is implicit that certain foods are for certain people.  However, if there is a mystery, you TELL other people you can eat it, or that you really want it so don't eat it.  

    I'm sorry, but I just can't help but compare.  

    Isn't it sad that the only good memories you have about your own siblings is of when you were all young?  Doesn't that tell you that something's wrong?  

    for people who are so individualistically inclined, I am PERSONALLY NOT inclined to help them even when they ask of my help.  But that's unchristianly I know....meh....

    anyways, bf is home for lunch....time to fend for ourselves for food....fun....