May 14, 2012

  • ...day 2...

    rollerblading feels so counter intuitive compared to walking to me.  I feel like the position I'm in is that of a skier going downhill.  Hence, no wonder i'm picking up massive speed at any downhill slope.....

    Trying to walk led to the feeling of falling to me.  I must look like an idiot....oh wells.  The price of picking up a new skill.    

    I'm wondering if i'll ever get any more confident at it.  But, at least I didn't feel too stupid trying to learn to feel comfortable rollerblading.  sigh

    you should learn the gliding motions on the grass apparently.  all i'm thinking is how much dirt and stuff would get into my blades.  

    I am getting a minuscule amount more comfortable being in them.  The searing pain in my foot doesn't hurt as badly nor as quickly as yesterday.  Eventually there won't be any pain I don't think.  

    Today was just a totally bad day.  I found out my mother threw out my paycheque! I am SOOOOO pissed off, you've got no idea....ergs.  So in comparison, even if there were little achievements for day 2 of practicing rollerblading, i'm not seeing/feeling very accomplished.

    going to toronto tomorrow.  almost cancelled on my friend today for this toronto trip.  why?  because i'm in a very foul mood.  but...tomorrow's another day, maybe it'll get better.